Home > Tag Archives: expectations

Tag Archives: expectations

Insecurities and wounds of past Relationships

From the wounds of past relationships and current contacts, I bleed from battering given and received. As a child, I thought life was a fairy tale, when home got too hot as a teenager, I spent hours dreaming of a world where things were easier and Momma would realise how grown I was. Where I’d be able to call the shots and create my own heaven, I ran off to Uni. But that had its own trapping of challenges. I managed to scrape through, surely marriage would be a cocoon from all the emotional upheavals- an emotional bed of roses. But it turned out to be fumental boxing ring Sometimes with the referee securely bound with blames. In it I thought all my insecurities would fade, But there my little pride farewell I bade. I have had my confidence shattered by the very one who gave me all that mattered. In desperation I withdrew into the only haven I knew. ...

Read More »