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Quit the games

The Guy: All I want is look into your eyes and get lost in them The Babe: Chuckles in delight. Heart fluttering with butterflies The guy disappears for another 10 days no communication. How can I make him love me enough to want to be with me and never leave she asks. I wish I could advise you me lady but don’t be a baby, maybe we could sing him a lullaby. ‘…He loves you he loves you not because perfect love casts out fear; but Perhaps this Samson is so smitten by you he is running away, ‘so he won’t sleep in your arms O Delilah lest he wakes up and finds his strength gone. O Samson, be very careful, emotions are not a switch, that you flip on and off. One minute you tell me I mean the world to you, the next you don’t want to talk to me. It breaks my heart. I can no longer ...

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Insecurities and wounds of past Relationships

From the wounds of past relationships and current contacts, I bleed from battering given and received. As a child, I thought life was a fairy tale, when home got too hot as a teenager, I spent hours dreaming of a world where things were easier and Momma would realise how grown I was. Where I’d be able to call the shots and create my own heaven, I ran off to Uni. But that had its own trapping of challenges. I managed to scrape through, surely marriage would be a cocoon from all the emotional upheavals- an emotional bed of roses. But it turned out to be fumental boxing ring Sometimes with the referee securely bound with blames. In it I thought all my insecurities would fade, But there my little pride farewell I bade. I have had my confidence shattered by the very one who gave me all that mattered. In desperation I withdrew into the only haven I knew. ...

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